I don't want to.

I don't want to.

I don't want to have to go back to work. I don't want to be stressed out. I want to live into joy and peace. I don't want to worry. I don't want to feel like a failure. I don't want to feel as though I am not good enough. I don't want to feel overwhelmed. I don't want to feel as though I can't do it well. I don't want to feel off-balanced.

My weeks and weekends have such different speeds. I love my weekends. Which maybe that is the blessing, and I need to relish the rest. Will the rest sustain me? Can I allow it to sustain me?

This is a beautiful life. I am truly blessed. I need to live into that.