Bowel.

I am a gut person. I trust my gut because it has never given me a bad answer. It allows me to be a decisive person and react in situations that need gut-reactions. Perhaps because I am a gut person, I am more sensitive about my gut being out of sync.

There is a system of deciphering people that deals with personality types. These types are assigned numbers as names. I am a 8. A eight is someone who operates out of a gut center. I have been reading about this system and the book I am reading suggested that as an eight it would be helpful to write an autobiography in order to determine certain triggers from early life experiences. I have been very hesitant about this idea because I like who I am and I don't want to go poking around in the past looking for things to blame for who I am.

I jokingly blame Fargo for making me sick. It is probably linked to it because of eating different food, water, etc. But also my family was in Fargo. And they stress me out like no other. Not that I want to blame them or Fargo for this, but I do think that in order to better understand myself and be healthy, I need to figure out how to not let my family stress me out. Can writing about my life and thinking about my childhood help?

I am undecided. I do know that I don't want to upset my gut like this again.